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09:22pm 15/12/2011
mood: bouncy
Hello everyone! It's been quite awhile since I've posted. Not much has been going on as of late. Annabelle is growing up too fast, but that's what children do I guess.
Her new tricks include: Climbing onto the kitchen chairs to get to the table or wherever else she drags them to; trying to somsault (sp?)... Well it's either she's doing that or likes the friction of the carpet on her hair >.>; and she's been working on feeding herself with a fork. Other than that, she has gotten even more vocal while trying to form words. 

Bran's surgery was on the 7th and all went well. The gauze is allowed to be off now we're just waiting for the tape over the sutures to come off and the sutures to dissolve. He's been in pain, which is normal, but the meds are helping wonderfully for him.  For those who I did not get a chance to tell them about this, he had a discectomy on his lower back. 

Other than that, things are normal, working on putting a few things in the basement to make room for Christmas dinner with his family. My father is planning a trip down to FL to hang out with my mother and visit a few places. I'm also looking for a job so Bran has ample time to recover and get his health back, but so far no luck.  

Oh!!! And fitchwitch? I drove by the house a while ago and saw the lack of tree (had to after Michelle told me about it being taken down) and it looks SOOO different. I like it.
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When it rains, it pours   
12:21am 12/01/2011
mood: uncomfortable
Accidents suck. I just had my first one today around 1pm. Back hurts a little, head hurts a little. Baby  is okay. That is what matters.

Car is dead. We were able to drive it home, but it's going to cost too much to fix. R.I.P 'Jealousy'.

It sucks because I'm still frazzled. All I could think about for awhile is that if I was going over the speed limit, the chick would have t-boned me on my side. icon_cry.gif But even then, my main thought was ' is my baby okay?' 'what if it wasn't on my side' Over thinking SUCKS

I went to the E.R. to get checked out once I started to feel pain in my back, but Annabelle is doing fine. I checked her out and I'm keeping an eye on her to make sure there's no change in her normal ways. Once the roads are clear either tomorrow or Thursday I'm taking her to the pediatrician just to double check.

On top of that, the hubby has to have one of his wisdom teeth pulled because it's infected as well as impacted. His other three are impacted as well, but they can wait a little while, this one can't.

12:12am 15/10/2010
mood: excited
SHE'S HERE!!!!! Annabelle Lynn Matthews  was born at 7:16 pm  on 10/14 and is 8lbs 8ozs and 20.5 inches long. She has blond hair and  blue eyes  currently, though you never know if they'll change.   I'm so happy  that she's here now.  Going to get some sleep before morning Night everyone
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Nothing much   
01:36pm 05/10/2010
mood: anxious
Well, not too much to post other than a small update. Annabelle still is not here yet, though it's any day now. Today we received the crib bedding set that my mother ordered (I'll try to post some pictures when I set it all up). I'm waiting for Bran to get home so we can open it up together to ooh and ahh at it. It's a Nightmare Before X-mas set with the primary color being a beautiful burgandy.  With the fact that we're down to 'any day' now, I'm trying to get the apartment cleaned from top to bottom and at the same time, we're still looking at houses, so we'll see where we get with that lol.  Other than that, I'm here playing the waiting game and trying to be a little more awake.
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02:55pm 01/05/2010
   It's been awhile since I posted and honestly, I'm not sure what to say really. I guess the internet is starting to lose its' thrall or something. Anyway, a little update on life and such for those I haven't talked to in forever.  Bran and I have passed our one year mark in Feb. and a little after that, we were shocked with the news that we'll be expecting in October.  With that news, I'll leave little updates on here from time to time. Other than that, we're working on getting a house so we have a little more room, and the weather is beautiful outside. If only it didn't make it hot in the apartment lol.  I'm off again, write again soon  
Warning!!! Nah just kidding I'm updating   
09:14pm 07/01/2010
mood: excited
Hello everyone and welcome back. It's 2010 and life still looks good to me. I hope you all had a great time during the holidays. Can you believe the freaking snow we got a few times? The first time was fun. Had the boyss and went outside to play for about a hour.

Yule was a quiet one for Bran and I, but X-mas was hectic with being here in the morning with his sister and father then running to pick up D-bug from his mom's house. From there we went to his Grandmothers to hang out with the family and have dinner. It was nice. From there we came back home with D-bug and watched him open up all of his presents. Bran and I found a few good learning tools that might help him with his disability, but we're watching to see how he does with them. ^.^ After that we went to his mom's because 'Santa stopped by and left some things for us' in her words I swear. Gabe was so cute handing them out. For awhile it seemed like he was learning to be positive and polite. Agh... kids are soo crazy some times. I love it though. None of my own but I still feel like a parent between Gabe and D-bug.

New years we went to his mothers' house and had a  nice time. Besides chatting up a storm we ended up playing rock band til my hands were cramping around the drum sticks and neck of the guitar lmao.

Other than that, things have been pretty normal around here.  This Monday  I go for my road test. I'm not too worried, but then again I am. So I just have to keep practicing and keep positive.  That's about all I have to write, miss talking to a lot of you on the net and elsewhere. Hope to hear from you guys soon. Toodles!
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02:11pm 23/07/2009
mood: contemplative
Needless to say I've been busy. Though being a  housewife is my current 'job' I'm still looking for a job outside these walls. Married life is going pretty well and I'm still happy as a clam for that matter. It's raining today, which is making me feel a tad sluggish, but other than that, cleaning the kitchen and doing the laundry, I'm not up to all that much. Hopefully the rain stops for at least Sunday. 

Things are pretty calm around here without my sister in law making a mess of the house but I will admit it sucks that we can't hang out. Hopefully she'll get over what happened and grow up a little. M.I.L is going to night classes so she can get a better job so, we have G.J. for the weekends of Sept and Nov. He's excited to be spending more time with his brother and I.  I think it's good that he has a male figure in his life to help out.

I heard from a friend about things that are happening to a past friend and it upsets me to know that someone would attempt to cause so much pain to him. Why do some people feel the need to lie on a whole when they feel that their time at a certain spot in life is ended. All I know is that she needs to stop being a hypocritical bullshitter. Not only has she hurt people with this matter but because he found out, she has deleted friends off of her facebook who have done nothing but stand by her side. >.> Russ, I'm sorry for the way I act, and I know we will never get along like we used to but what she has done is unbelievable. If you want to talk you can email me seeing how I'm rarely on AIM anymore. 

That about sums things up here. Will write again soon
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11:47am 05/04/2009
mood: bored
Things are going pretty good. Trying to convince Bran that we should go fishing some time this week. We'll see what happens. The house is bouncing back and forth from chaos to being in order and I'm guessing that it'll just need to be fixed Monday after D.T. goes home. Talked to Heath the other day. She's doing good but we don't know when she'll be around next.

I tried giving platelets  yesterday but after two attempts, have to give up because the biggest vein on each arm collapsed on the return cycle.  I'm going to try and donate platelets once more. If it doesn't work then it just means that I can donate whole blood.

Life is pretty good right now though I am still searching for a job. Eventually I'll be able to get another one but for now, it's just the process of apply, wait, call, rejected...rinse repeat? It's all cool. I'm thinking of going back to Spencers essentially. Different store and all that.

Not much else to really write about...so I'm off.
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The start of my new life   
09:43pm 01/03/2009
  As of noon yesterday, I have become Mrs. Matthews.  I'm completely estatic that a new door has opened and that it is with Bran. Yesterday was perfect, before and after. A small mix between our families and close friends, it made me feel great and so did Bran. Sometime between this week and the next, we're going to be sending out thank you cards to those who showed up. Not only that, we're thankful for what everyone had given us, even though they didn't have to.

One of my favorite quotes from yesterday was "Next year when you have the actual ceremony, when they ask if anyone objects, the reply will be 'You're too late' " I have to admit, it's not a matter of who wil say that, it's how many.

The best words out of my mouth yesterday as I was reading the cards, I had been talking to the group as I opened one, froze and went 'ooo, shiny!' of course, then Ash mentioned how it was my "inner reveler coming out" which it true, not to mention I'm a bit of a space case at times.

Today, we're went to PA. It was a great family outting. We stopped off at Hot Dog Johnny's for lunch and got some dogs and fries. Let me tell you, they're some of the best I've ever had. After that we went to the American Candle Factory, mainly just to walk around and ended up buying an Ionic Salt Crystal tea light holder. When the crystal warms via the tea light, it helps with breathing, relaxation, migrains and allergies. Not only that, it looks sooo pretty in the room as it glows ^.^. I now know a gift that I will be getting a few people in the future.

After that we went to the Callie's Pretzel Factory and saw how they made the pretzel's. Man, it's so crazy, but we picked up a one pound pretzel that sits in a box  that's about the size of a 10 inch pizza. A couple miles down the road, we went to Callie's Candy Kitchen and actually met Mr. Callie himself. He's a pretty cool and witty old man who talked with us whenever he got the chance and made us laugh alot as well. It's a place I would really suggest going if you're ever in the area of Mountain Home, PA. I got to see a 40 pound round lolly pop that came up to just below my chest and was over twice as round as I. So, I got to taste a chocolate covered oreo, choco covered strawberries that made me feel like heaven and got a big jawbreaker that made me think of when I was a kid. there were so many cool things there, but then again, there's only so much chocolate and sugar that I can take now a days. That means, we'll be going there again one day. I'm going to get going now, just wanted to give an update on life as well as share the good news. Will be writing soon.
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My total... 184   
10:34am 23/12/2008
mood: cold
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 of these films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own journal and post there. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Airplane
Total: 8

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Anchorman
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 20

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
() American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 29

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Harry Potter 5
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 39

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
() Robots
Total so far: 49

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
() Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
() Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG (either)
Total so far: 59

() A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 69

() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 77

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
() Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 89

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Slevin
(x) Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
() Bourne Identity
() Bourne Supremecy
() Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
(x) The Fog (Both again)
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
() Curious George
Total so far: 99

(x) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
() War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 108

() Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 117

(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
(x) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 134

() Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
() K-Pax
() Krippendorf's Tribe
() A Walk to Remember
(x) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 140

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
() Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
() Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 143

(x) Baseketball
(x) Hostel
() Waiting for Guffman
(x) House of 1000 Corpses
(x) Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
(x) Highlander
() Mothman Prophecies
(x) American History X
() Three
Total so Far: 150

(x) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
() Shaolin Soccer
() Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
(x) Willard
Total so far: 157

() High Tension
(x) Club Dread
(x) Hulk (both again)
(x) Dawn Of the Dead (both again)
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
(x) Orgazmo
(x) Phantasm
(x) Waterworld
Total so far: 166

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
(x) Wolf Creek
() Kingdom of Heaven
(x) the Hills Have Eye (both again)
() I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
() The Last House on the Left
() Re-Animator
(x) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 172

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
() Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
() Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
() Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
() Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
() Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 175

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Animatrix
(x) Evil Dead
(x) Evil Dead 2
() Team America: World Police
(x) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal
Total so far: 184
Now Add them up and..
In rememberance.   
01:07am 01/10/2008
mood: sad
Scott Pullan, one of my closest friend's father, passed away about 7am Monday morning. He was truely loved by his family and friends and will be remembered in our hearts.  As the group of us talked tonight about his obituary, one thing came to our minds... The obituary was perfect to put into the paper and our minds , but if it weren't a PC world, it would have gone  into the paper this simple;  Scott Pullan was an asshole, but we all loved him dearly, servies are as followed.

To many it might sound harsh but it so very true.  Scott, we will miss you so much and we won't ever forget your path in this world.   R.I.P  (3/12/1962-9/29/2008)


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random thing swiped from fair mom   
12:15pm 17/11/2007
  Want some nicknames? Try these and send me the results

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)


2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (favorite ice cream, cookie)
Cookie dough Chocolate Chip

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first

name, first three letters of your last name),


4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, animal),

Black Wolf

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, hospital

where you were born),

Alyce Lynn, Shore

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your

last name, first 2 letters of your first)


7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color,

favorite drink)

The Silver suicide

8. NASCAR NAME: (first names of your grandfathers),

9.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's & father's
middle names ),

Alyce Joesph

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's

last name, major city starting with the same letter)

Matzek Metropolis

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower).

Fall lavender

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of

clothing you're wearing right now + "ie" or "y")

Apple shirtie

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your

favorite tree),

Bread willow

14. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave

hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour"),

The reading storm tour

Have fun!
03:28pm 10/11/2007
mood: okay
So...  I've been working my ass off with my new job, which I get Fridays and Sundays off right now... Does that matter? Aside from the Sundays off, not really.  When I get home Friday mornings, I tend to stay up for about two hours and then sleep into the night >.>  Saturdays I  am up for a bit, clean and do all my house like  needs, then get some sleep before going back to work at midnight. Sunday I have my DnD campaigns unless otherwise canceled and then,  every other Sunday I go to my fathers' breakfast thing at the Elks lodge.  This has been my life for the past few weeks...

Other than that, I've been hanging out with my new room mate, Maggie during parts of my off time when I'm not sleeping. Have been helping her get a job, which I think we've accomplished finally, and have been helping her with a few random things. She's now addicted to the Anime; Gravitation. lol.  

I'm tired a good amount of the time, but you wouldn't be able to tell at work. For some reason I get chipper and hyper even if it ends in a breakdown of some sorts. I've also been losing time, like I start thinking about a few things and time just disappears. I got used to that about two days ago. When that happens, I just end up rushing to finish my job and hope that I remember all the crap that I have to do. It's been working so far. But sometimes.... sometimes I forget what it was I was thinking about when I lose that time... And in general I've been losing sleep. Maybe once a week do I get the sleep that I honestly need. -sigh-  And when does this come? Normally Friday... Which gave me a good... eight hours last night... better than the 2-4 hrs the rest of the week. 

Somehow though with the lack of sleep, I am still happy at work lol. Things are pretty much going alright, except I don't have that much of a life, not even on the computer seeing how I'm rarely on here anymore. I've lost contact with a good amount of my friends... Sucks because I miss a lot of them... Terribly so.

To top all of this off, there's still no one in my life to share things with... (other than my friends that is) I've tried going through one of my old profiles with no luck and I'm just feeling  lonely.  Happy, but lonely, how the hell does that work? lol. Anyway, I'm off need to do a few more things before I get a nap for work tonight. Don't know when I'm going to be replying next time, but it should be soon.

ima mo matteru  hitori tomatteru
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Weekend Wrap up and a nice note   
02:19am 02/10/2007
mood: tired
Friday, I went up to north jersey and hung out with my friend Melissa. We had a fun night of watching random movies and shows before she headed off to bed and I fell asleep on her futon. Realized earlier on that I had forgotten my cell phone charger >.<  So my cell remained off just about the whole weekend minus checking my voice and text messages.

Saturday a group of us went apple and raspberry picking. It was a first for me, but I can say that I would enjoy going to do that again next year. We spent around a total of four hours on the farm between both pickings and visiting the farm store. The three of us picked approx...163lbs of apples O.O And two quarts of raspberries. Headed off to Michelle's house later in the day to hang out and chat about our week among other crap. After that, we watched a movie and set out our clothes and such for Cloisters on sunday.

Not much to report about sunday other than the fact that I got a message from Quick Chek for an interview. Called them back and talked to Tom, who set up an interview for this Thursday... I seriously can not wait until Thursday comes. Other than that, I did a lot of walking around Cloisters with Michelle, talked to a few old friends and gained a few new faire comrads. Much fun was had with hanging out there, I'm very happy that I got to go with my faire family.

For future reference and a note to memory, the first thing to pack when I am going to be more than a town or two away from home, is my charger.  So not having the lack of my phone again any time soon.  

As for my nice note- I haven't had a cigg since  approx 10:20pm on Friday.. .And though I am still craving for one,  I'm stuck on my decision of quitting smoking.  Later all
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Pay mind ye dogs, got ya lesson righ' ere.   
04:20pm 19/09/2007
mood: giggly
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Life goes on   
01:33am 15/09/2007
mood: rejected
I'm getting tired of it all. An attempt to be loved, to get through shit and life in general.
But what's the answer to this? Get over it. - Shit happens. Still on my attempt to acquire a job, need to go for my license and finish with the college bull shit as well... Well, life goes on as they say.
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02:28pm 29/08/2007
mood: energetic

Well, here I am again. I know that I haven't updated in awhile, but there hasn't been much to talk about really. My plans for the next week or so are somewhat small for the agenda, but things that I need to to do.

  1. Get my ass over to the DMV and pass the test to get that pretty little piece of plastic that tells everyone I'm a driver.
  2. Go to BCC, and talk to one of their many counselers to see all of what I need in order to go to their school ASAP. (Thanks to me going to SC, I missed the ability to go and talk to them, as well as take care of the forms for FASA. I didn't have my forms  down there to take care of it online or else I would have -.-;; )
  3. Get a new job that I'll be able to work while I'm also in college. If I have to wait longer to get in than I was planning, then I'm thinking about just getting a night job for awhile.. Who knows?
  4. Get my back account back into the order that I would like to see it in.

Other than that, I don't really know what to write out. I'm here,  back in NJ and well, here lol.  I'm done here for now, sadly it's shorter than most of my posts. Later all

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A minor realization   
03:57pm 03/08/2007
mood: awake
So here I sit after a night of random hanging out and minor drama and I realized that among the good time that come around here in SC, that most of my emotional break downs stem from things that happen while I am down here. I can't understand that though. This place is nice and pretty, so why all the crap?  <shrug>  I don't know really.

My friend Liddy, her girl friend Kris and our friend Green went out to Patrick's for karaoke night and to just hang out for a couple of hours to talk. During this time, they had to deal with a friend and her girlfriend who were breaking up and in turn, it almost came to an all out fight between them. >.> Then of course, we all wanted food so we went and got something to eat and one of the girls I met called Kris to warn us that  their friend's now ex girl, decided that it would be just a wonderful idea to call out a group of her friends _._;;; Thankful to say, no fight happened and they talked things out....

So today, Liddy, Kris, Green and I went and grabbed a bite to eat and chat. It was nice. So, after that, we came back to my house and then they had to leave to go do some random things before the day ended. I opted to stay because I don't really feel like sleeping over at Liddy's tonight since that would probably be the turn out of events.  Also found out that in  September, Green is moving up north, either to Jersey or somewhere just outside of NY so she can work more on her producing career. With her close, just means that we'd be able to hang out again every now and then.

Right now, I'm a little tired and want to talk to Justin. For many reasons, I want to be back up in Jersey. Other than the need to get another job and get everything in order, I want to see my love really bad. eighteen days and I'm back in Jersey  <does a little dance>

Anyway, I'm done for now.  I'll write more in a few days or something. Later guys
05:11pm 31/07/2007
mood: crappy
You have no idea how I  hate most of  these games. What do I really mean to you?  Tell me or just shoot  me.  I want to keep trusting you but how? GAH!!
10:03pm 21/07/2007
mood: accomplished
Okay, so I finished the seventh and last book of the Harry Potter series. I must admit that I was nearly in tears more than six times during the reading of it and I was happy with the way it ended.  There are still small things here and there that I wonder about but other than that, it's cool. So, if some of you want to talk to me about the book once you've finished it, that's all cool. I'm not telling any of you how it ended or who died etc, you have to read the book for yourselves lol. With this, I'm done for tonight not much else going on. Have a nice night guys